My Life My Story

2011-09-07T15:08:00.005+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA SEMUA!
<3

2011-08-22T01:46:00.004+08:00

-Rumahku Sumber Rezeki-

Im on Berita Minggu & Cyberita (21st August 2011)

2011-08-17T01:46:00.003+08:00

GOD IS ALWAYS FAIR.. YOU CANT BE 100% PERFECT.

2011-05-27T02:22:00.004+08:00

When i started to think about what u have did to me, really pissed me off.. even tho i know its not worth fighting with you but u are totally too much! why would i not be angry with this girl? Because her tongue is so very the belit! I admit that im not in a good terms with a friend of mine. hu used to be my classmate BUT not my bestfriend. its not because that i dont wanna admit, but she IS not my BEST friend.. she WAS only a good friend of mine.. WAS!

First, you told me that a girl named Farra Dina, followed my photography IDEA. as if im the only person who went to the Botanic Garden..*roll eyes*
she even said this,

"Obvious seh.. Kita yg originally came out with that theme pe. Aku tk nampak pon org lain buat. Dlm her main Acct ade lagi byk"

even tho i wasnt sure if she really followed my idea coz in the picture does not show anything similar to my work.. its just the locations that is same.. how can i accuse this innocent girl. And so we proceed on with our topik. this friend of mine, even gave me the picture of that innocent girl. and she even captured the date when the hell she upload her pictures.. coincidently, i uploaded them ferst followed by this Farra Dina. SO WHAT!??

I dont give a fucking care about what they did or what their intention was because i know im not the only person who went to the Botanic Garden.. Right? A few months later, this friend of mine, decided to captured nice pictures since she already bought the latest NIKON DSLR. okay.. and i offered her an outdoor shoot. CHINATOWN AND FASHION SHOOT with A MODEL! and guess what she answered me?

"neh.. im not ready yet to capture ppl..i just wanna captured sceneries."

But without me knowing anything i was informed by my eldest sis, that SHE OPENED HER OWN MAKEOVER PACKAGE! like WTF kn? No wonder shes been asking me where did i bought my backdrop and pole.. how much.. and where do i print my pictures and where do i get my photoshop.. seriously i dont mind sharing with anyone if they insist to know since they r interested.. but if this kind of way, is totally NOT RIGHT! She was asking me for information for her OWN GOOD! business never come easily! u want instant information for ur own use, im sorry, u should have asked someone else.. and when i couldnt help her get my sister to be her model, she post it on her wall saying

"a friend can never help u when u in need of help.."

i SWEAR that i confronted her.. and ask hu is she referring to.. and she say HER 'COLLEGUE' but her 'COLLEGUE' story ended right after i made the confession.. reason given was..

"my 'COLLEGUE' apologised to me."

so coincident..

Our relationship started to shake.. and her business starts to grow.. capture this capture that.. 2 of her works look similar to mine.. her BEAUTY SHOT and THE BOTANIC GARDEN.. now hu should be msging me n tell me

"hidayah, someone followed ur idea.."

and when i told her that i LIKED her botanic shoot in a sarcastic way, she said, that was her client's idea.. and the best part is she said this to me.

"Hidayah you are not the only person owns that idea."

Well did i say that i own that idea in this world? no.. did i say that THERES NO ONE ELSE DID THE BOTRANIC SHOOT EXCEPT ME? girl, U are the one hu tries to be 'nice' to me saying im the only person who originally came out with that idea. tsk tsk tsk...

seriously i wasnt given the chance to say it to anyone.. to any of the 50++ mutual friends between me and her... doesnt mean all this while ive been keeping quiet, i admit my mistake..it because i want ppl to think in their own way and decide who is right n hu is wrong.. and that is what ive been doing until she msg me saying she wasnt happy with what my sis had said to me about her..

Here's another story.. she added all of my siblings, my boyfriend and my friends.. but she end up delete them off.. some has been blocked.. and the best part is, she says that her FB acct auto delete/blocked some of her friends.. COINCIDENTLY ppl hu are related to me including myself got deleted..my boyfriend has been blocked by her.. and she has gt the gut to say

"Maybe u logged in my acct n deleted urself since u know my passwerd"

WOW! I may be sitting at home 24/7 but that does mean i do NOTHING! Try to give reason she even told me this

"I tried to add back the rest..can, but when i wanna add u back, cannot.. maybe u ever delete me first thats y.."

honey...since when did i delete u? and FYI dear, none of my sister including my bf receive ur frend request AFTER UR ACCT 'AUTO' delete them. stop denying my friend.. really.. to get some backup, she say

"truelah ur OLD FREND told me.. ignore u better lah lah dya.."

haiya.. u really thot that i was so jelez that u r in GOOD terms with them? remember dear, ur PEKONG is in my hand.. im not trying to threaten u.. but MY OLD FRIEND didnt know what u said behind her back.. maybe i should say it now right??

YOU gave me ur passwerd because u want me to view my OLD FRIEND's ACCT. u said that MY OLD FREND'S BF IS SO UGLY! and doesnt suits her at all! when i say that i dont mind u leave like how i lose my OLD FREND last tyme, u say that i was trying to compare u with my OLD FREND.. u said this to me

"Im not like that BABI"

now hu is that BABI that u r referring to?? when actually i didnt give ANY NAMES to this girl... pls lah dear... stop following ppl can?? my ENEMY is not ur enemy..my frend is NOT ALWAYS ur frend...

Tell me the truth and stop denying.. pls! dont make me upload the pictures and let the ppl decide.. i swear i dont need backup like you do! all i need was

TO CLEAR MY NAME!

2011-04-15T23:57:00.000+08:00

IM CRAZY.I KNOW :)

2011-04-15T23:17:00.009+08:00

||31st March 2011||
aL-Hafiz's 23rd Birthday Celebration. <3

After we had our lunch at Ayam penyet Ria, we went to MOUNT E (Kak Ct's Werk Place) to collect the guitar where i hid it the day before. :D

YongSeo couple give me the inspiration. Theres a few reason why did i choose a guitar for him.. and why isit in WHITE. :))

its because of CN BLUE.. hahaha!! Nolah..!

2011-03-07T02:25:00.005+08:00

Someone who's at fault will not dare to voice out UNLESS they are BRAVE enough to accept criticism or any bad feedback la. And ya i believe everyone wont dare to step forward if they knew they had make a mistake. But i think this 'person' has put things to settle. its quite a shock to actually bump into this 'person'. surprisingly this 'person' voiced out and talk to me like we used to be. I feel a lil bit shock that moment but i dont feel awkward. I dont know why. Maybe im WELL prepared every time i stepped out from my house. hmmm..~

Aniway, a friend told me that she met this particular person at Town Area. but too bad that she ran away from my friend??hmm..
To you, why do you run away? did you make any mistake? hmm...~ or did my friend mistaken you to someone else? neh... i dont think so right? or do u mistaken her by me? thats not me.. dont worry..

Well lets just forget about that.. its random anyway.. hmm OUH GOSH! i soooo wanna go to KOREA! everytime i listened to their songs, it makes me feel more eager to go.. when ouh when!!!??? hmmm~
And ya talking about Korea, i admit that im one of the biggest KPOP FAN! but who cares right? aniway im not like follow the crowd ok? its just that i like them since winter sonata season.. dunnoe lah if any of you ever watch the drama before.. to those out there who feel annoyed with us, get alife lah! we didnt bother you or what so ever... maybe you ppl are just jelez looking at the pretty girl and the good looking man from korea.. compared to ur hollywood stars.. besides, KPOP has conquered the world ACTUALLY.. didnt any of you realised that? no need to argue lah actually.. each of us has their point of view..
and and also right.. i REALLY hate nowadays teens who said this.. "i dont really listened to MALAY songs.." When actually they ever post INDONESIAN song on their FB wall... like WTH? indonesian speak german isit?? haiya... stop it la.. we are ASIANS so behave like one ok.. and stop dreaming that you are in HOLLYWOOD.. its not like im criticising u ppl for becoming the HOLLYWOOD star fans.. but you ppl have no right to feel annoyed with us.. its the fact the most ppl in this world are mad over korean!! hahahha!!!!

Why dont you try listening to one of their song? maybe you will love it? hehehe!! stop saying NO coz u ARE listening to it RIGHT NOW! here on my blog.. hehe!!! :P

ENJOY~

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Super Show 3 (2011)

hehe!! <3

2011-02-06T22:29:00.002+08:00

In a few hours to come, it will be the 5th years of our love story. I just couldnt believe that we actually went this far. never in my life i ever been in love for a year. but with him.. its last us for 5 yrs now and still counting.

Dearest Al-Hafiz,
Your love makes my day happy and bright. Into my world you brought pure delight.
Joy beyond reason you've given me. Our love is true, this I can see. Nothing in this world could ever be as wonderful as the love you've given me.
Happy 5th Anniversary My dear Al-Hafiz. <3

I love you soo much.

2011-01-21T13:36:00.002+08:00

Miss me? i know.. haha!
Happy New Year everyone! everyone was hoping for a change on every new year right? but as for me, i still feel the same ajer.. nothing difference.. i still behave the same.. hahaha! u think easy to 'change' issit?? chet! nonsense la.. only yala.. everyone hopes for miracle to happen this yr..me too.. eish... if only... hahahahahaha!!!! :D

anyway, im so glad to announce that my bf's dream to be a technician is now a REALITY.. ooo.... after trying so hard he finally got it.. patience is a virtue.. yeah! hahaha!! i really hope this job last forever. insyaallah.. amin. time to be more serious okay everyone. soon it will be 5 yrs for us.. seronok? i know.. hahaha!! what shall i get for him? no idea.. coz it fall on every february and the next month is his birthday.. so, 2 present?!! like every year??!! hahahahahahah!!! we shall see la hor.. hahahaha!!!!

i love you muhammad al-hafiz <3

2010-12-20T22:38:00.010+08:00

2010-12-05T14:26:00.005+08:00

dont pretend to be a winner
smiling widely to the camera.

i know u r crying and feels like yelling
didnt u realise that u are losing.

stop crawling and begging
because you are annoying.

dont judge when ur not even mature
and party wont make u stronger.

arent u aware that u r pulling urself down
even lower than the grown.

2010-12-05T13:55:00.007+08:00

Hello there dearest bloggers. how i miss blogging..AGAIN! haha! well ive just started to get recovered from a GASTRIC FLU since last monday.. i was sent to Changi Hospital that night and received an injection. lucky enough that i didnt get admitted. it all started from my sis actually..so i was affected lah obviously. and then followed by another sister and brother. HAHA!! alhamdulillah i dun feel anymore cramp or mabok.. haha! so.. HEHE!! da boley mkn sodap2 lah ehk... I HOPE SO! :P

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Check this out! haha! the day that we all been waiting for.. haha!! theres more COMING SOON..

2010-11-20T01:15:00.009+08:00

The reason i love school :)

Jaya Primary School

Bedok Town Secondary School

ITE Bedok Central

2010-11-14T23:00:00.002+08:00

Photoshoot was cancelled, GREAT! i know -____-" .. its ok.. this THURSDAY, its going to be SPECIAL day for me... im soo excited and really cant wait.. and wednesday,its our first time go jalan raya at PAK BUSU'S house. yeay! usually wen its hari raya haji, cousins n relatives hu came to our place.. but eversince Nyaie passed away, no one came to pay us a visit so.. ya.. we going to celebrate at our uncle place hor... haha! what to wear eh.. hmm... dunnoe ley...Nvm lah later can think..

and as for today, like FINALLY i went out with love.. not really a date but we get to go mkn.. jln2.. happy2... we went to tampines to mkn Popeye.. hehe!SODAAAP!!!! Love never fail to make me laugh, smile... even my siblings cant stand it.. he's my bestfriend my love my enemy and he's our family.... <3

2010-11-14T22:29:00.019+08:00

Hello! here are some photos taken during Farah's 1ST birthday Celebration at Sengkang, Ibu's House. Its our first time celebrate a birthday with a theme.. haha! we aunties, became the fairies whereas nieces be the princess and our one n only nephew be a superhero.. haha!!! If u notice, my eldest sis, Kak Thim is not in becoz she does not want to join...-___-" boringgg~ however we still enjoy... hehe!!

S.H.Y BOTANIC SHOOT

2010-10-23T01:41:00.003+08:00

hello dearest reader. seriously i miss blogging. the reaon tat i did not post any thing recently becoz i still have problem uploading pictures..haiya.. warts wrong oso i dunoe..but nvm..will try it again later.. see my luck lah hor..

happy halloween everyone... :) right now im active with makeup line.. i dunnoe why but i started to like it..in fact almost everyday i played with my makeup.. 2 days straight i doll up my face with a cospplay image.. first was snow white's step mother..but yalah without full costume....and den i did a Ganguro makeup..hehe! kinda fun but sooooo susah! but i like it.. soo unique!! will try to upload it later...

aniway its friday..this coming sunday im having a TFCD assignment with Tini Wong. its an outdoor fotoshoot..but this tyme im not doing any shoot but instead im the MUA! its my ferst tyme n im sooo excited abt it.. so....I CANT WAIT! hahahah!

ok den.. till here den..will update soon ya... toodles! <3

2010-10-11T13:48:00.008+08:00

SUNDAY
alright just wanna share with you guys, last sunday i met shahirah and yana. we went to botanic garden to do our photoshoot like we've plan few months back. and ya. it was awesome though the weather is hot and so tiring. we still enjoy.. haha! we are really looking forward for the next photoshoot.. this tyme.. hmm...not so sure.. haha!!

alrite then, let the pictures tells the story alright? ;)

2010-09-20T21:52:00.002+08:00

Ladies, HE'S MINE! please feel regret for leaving him..hehe! ;P

2010-09-17T12:46:00.002+08:00

OLD PICHAS :P

2010-09-16T23:51:00.003+08:00

I didnt realise that i ever had a long hair.. i mean thats really long....!! :(

2010-09-16T00:28:00.003+08:00

Hafiz went for reservist since last week of Ramadhan. and will end next week. WTH?? call for reservist during syawal??! so rude right? ya, even tho book out on every weekend but stil?? aiya.. but lucky he's not my husband and futhermore we got no plan for raya outing this yr. so ya, oklah sikit.kalau he's a husband then kene reservist mmg lah kurang ajar... i miss him so much. will be mitting him this saturday since this weekend family has gt no plan except for the next 2 weeks. cant wait actually sbb boring lah kan tak jln raya.

alright then ppl...update soon. TURA!

2010-09-15T14:28:00.013+08:00

1st Day Of Raya. Like i say everyone wore diff colour/print for this yr but same kedai,same baju, same price.. haha

2010-09-15T14:14:00.012+08:00

2nd Day Of Raya. The day im looking forward every single year. its more meaningful this year as Hafiz joined us.. HAHA!!!
MAMBANG KUNING raya bersama ku ;)

i always argue with her hehe Kak Jijah

Biah

Kak Ct

KakClah

Lala, Cik N & Me

2010-09-15T13:58:00.008+08:00

Ramadhan di JB

(pictures taken from Kak Rifi's Digi Cam)

2010-09-15T13:54:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all dearest Muslim Readers/Friends :)
finally all pening2 during ramadhan is over now its tyme for me to relax and enjoy Syawal.. hehe..

At last i can upload pictures.. i think its better if i upload gambar than telling stories right? coz pictures can describe it more.hehe! so yeah.. HERE WE GO!!!!

2010-09-15T13:50:00.006+08:00

HOME SWEET HOME

2010-09-15T13:39:00.011+08:00

A GIRL'S HEAVEN, MY HEAVEN

2010-08-20T02:17:00.002+08:00

hello dearest ppl.. :) i really miss blogging. so busy these few months..busy with overwhelming orders.. ALHAMDULILLAH.. busy with preparations for hari raya. This yr will totally be a diff Raya Celebration for our family.. This yr we all tak spsg langsung.. not even colour.., tas wart my sister says la.. which i find SHIT! and unfair.. coz siblings n parents still have their husband/family to wear sedondon but me? unless LOVE wanna join me la on the 1st day of raya.. but im 100% sure tat he wont so yeah.. melaram sendiri la namernyer.. haiyo..

This month i can see tat i spend TOO MUCH of money over clothes and non-important stuffs.. BAHAHA! shit sgt2 .. right now im still stuck with sampul duit.. GUESS WART? Our asian idol, HADY MIRZA place an order too.. 10 pckts oi....hehe..syukur alhamdulillah.. hehe..thou i didnt earn too much profit on this sale, still the eunique-ness tat makes me feel so alive to do it.. so yeah.. i dun mind sgt actually..

i really wish to upload gambar..but i dunnoe y i still cant upload it here..isit my laptop? or the connections? i dunnoe..nvm.. i will still try it..

aniwayss... i went out with shahirah tat day(3rd August).. we went to Woodlands "lama". u must be asking urself wart for i go there right? hehe! we went for naval piercing!! haha! surprisingly LOVE allow me to do tat.. hehe! so cheap2 u noe.. intention is to just teman shahirah..but after looking at her belly makes me feel so excited n wanna have one too.. so ya, ask LOVE, and he gave me the permission.. haha! Love you AL-HAFIZ.. hehe..

Oh my.. banyak nyer story..hehe! best kan.. so lama tak update, tau2 byk jer ceriter..:D

kla i think i stop here dulu.. will update again soo ya.. nite!!

2010-07-14T00:49:00.004+08:00

nothing last forever...

2010-06-24T20:04:00.002+08:00

yesterday, met Rya, Yati&Areef and also Adi&Ella.. we went sheesha-ing at Nasrin.. best.. we tried the wart fruit sheesha entah..bahaha.. dunnoe la..haha..but wart i noe its sedap n cheap.. we spend hours there..bahahaha...i laugh..they laugh..im loud they like..hahah!! we are planning for next outing..maybe this couple outing.. so to ITE frends..hu wants to join are welcome..u can bring ur partner too hor..we plan to go mkn2 at....dunnoe yet..haha!! now waiting for Rya n Yati to upload the gambar at FB so i can grab it and MAYBE upload it here.. i dunnoe y i cant upload gambar here..the netwerk or laptop..ermm...entah ehk.. nvm la...later i find a way to upload gambar here hor..so boring rite..story jer...haha!! :P

Kla will update more soon okay? nite ;))

2010-06-24T19:12:00.003+08:00

Hello dearest readers.. i miss blogging... haha!! Okay ppl.. my FB was soooooo KECOH!
haha! i bet alot of ppl has read it.. but ya.. its not me who started it first okay.. the story actually mcm gini.. i was SO F***-ing pissed off with one person whom i dun think is necessary to reveal the name la kan.. but I SWEAR this has got nothing to do with these "ANGELS.." and then, i saw a post from DEAREST SHARIFAH, saying this

(Liyana Osman) "Is there a need to brought up this matter again and again..??????????!!!!!!!!!!"

and it was posted out 1hr AFTER i created this..
(Dya ALi) "biler kau nk mintak tlg..apa2 aku msg,pagi2 pon kau sanggup reply..biler aku plak yg nk mintak tlg... Kau buat tak layan.. Aku tak mintak balas tpi nmpk sgt kau nyer org mempergunakan ORG biler kau perlu!!!"

Y feel the pinch? i was like "HUH??" and so...i posted this back..
(Dya ALi) "eh fat bitch!! Shut ur bloody fat mouth!! Ur not even in my list for me to talk about..not even LAST in the list!! Talk to my hand BITCH!! Ooppss.... better still to my ARSE!!!"

And than this dear Khairunisa, whom already deleted me off + Blocked me says something like this..
"....so wart if we are Fat or ugly.. watever it is we are still happy that God Creates us.. and if u insult us meaning u r insulting God's creation.."

haiya...i felt sooo irritated seeing their INDIRECT posting on their OWN wall trying to tell ppl that they got humilitated by SOME PPL la kan..which is ME! but ouh purlease la.. tak terlintas pon aku nk bbl pasal krg.. no tyme for that..

and so, i decided to TAGGED these two beauty onto my new shout out..and so, here it goes......

Dya ALi ; kesian sey tgk these ppl..so terasa rabak sey.. haha! I SWEAR TO ALLAH SWT
im not referring to you girls at all.. tsktsktsk..pity u kan.. sesiapa yg aku ckp, krg yg terasa..
as if u r the only person that exist in this world...hello.... GET A LIFE Ayunisa Ariffin & Liyana Osman

Dya ALi-no point posting on ur wall and show ur anger..
becoz that topik is not even abt u at all and is not even a GIRL! get it? *Roll eyes*

Ayunisa Ariffin - so nw u are the one terasa? i may be refering it to sum1 too,bt y ure the one who bother to comment?
bt whatever or whoever u are talking abt,u dnt have to insult wht?so whts the point of tagging me?

Dya ALi - to WAKE YOU UP! y? shy? den delete me off! u dun even have any problem with me BEFORE BUT U CREATED it! haha!
not referring to me yeah?can u SWEAR like i do? im mentioning abt FAT BITCH and u was like "so wart if we are fat?"
cummon la.. i have problem with Zahidah and Syana.. not u and Sharifah.. so.. jg kpo..da pakai tudung tu..mulut
diam diam.. tell u something.. if u think that i BOTHER u and ur frends life, u can delete me off exactly like zahidah
n syana did.. see.. we cant even see each other in this FB right? isnt that nice to stop? it seems like my argument with zahidah n syana
has ended.. but u girls are the one hu add things up..and making things more worst! INDIRECT and PLASTIC!
u dun like u can delete me off.. dont worry.. im not dissapointed.. everbody wants some PEACE!!! n im sure u do..

Ayunisa Ariffin- wake me up? y must it be me who wake up? y cnt it be you who wake up?me created it?r u sure,at
ferst i was just saying tak baik if ko berdendam wlaupon org tu walk out of our life,and wht u said??ako ckp g2
pon ukan nak msk campur,ako just sad to see korg nyer frendship bcome like tht.bth of u are my friends,dunno lah if im urs?
me n sharifah kpo? wht abt others tht joined u burok2kan nama org?why come out an issue with tudung?pkai tudung cnt say aniting?

Dya ALi- yes! u hold the big responsibilities to the MUSLIM my dear khairunisa.. IF I AM UR FREND, u shuld not be joining in! instead.. u shuld work thing out.. be direct towards me! Sad?? U r SAD?? there u go again.. plastic.. hypocrite.. since wen did u say that to me? ive never heard of it pon.. kau pernah approach aku and say that to me DIRECTLY?? no point dolak dalik... i have no tyme to entertain this kinda shit.. u can go on with ur life and i go on with my PRESENT life..cant u see that im smiling? cant u see that im happy now? yes im happy last tyme..esp the moment zahidah and i were together.. but our frendship cant last.. so isit a MUST for u gals to api2 kan keadaan?same like zahidah.. u gals are her backup.. and the person hu backs me up are my siblings and cuzzins..ur not happy with them? uh? if u hates to see my face.. if u feel irritated with my post u can delete me off from FB.. and u can delete me off from ur life.. coz none of u exist in my present life.. like i say.. IM NOT REFERRING TO ANY OF U.. but too bad u feel the pinch.. n since u feel it.. u can go....

Ayunisa Ariffin- Me holding big responsibilities to the muslim? then what abt u,ure nt a muslim?we are all muslim
takde bezanyer pkai tudung or tak pkai.y should i not be joining?u tell me nw,u talk bad abt me n others so u want
me to keep quiet?me plastic and hypocrite,are u talking abt urself?y shud i bother approach u directly,whereas i approach
u by teguran u cnt take it.since when ako dolak dalik?have no tyme to entertain??so why bother replying and tagging?

Dya ALi - tpi kau pernah terpikir asl sekali semua buang aku termasuk kau..tu la kan.. DA KERJA.. sebok sgt
sampai tak baca suratkhabar... TOPIK abt org tudung yg pikiran dan mulut nyer lebih LIAR dari org2 yg tak pakai
tudung ni.. im a muslim too..but if we both behave the same, ppl will look down on u more! not me.. u remember
the moment u MSN me like SUDDENLY?? ask me abt JOB?? hello IM NOT WERKING! y dun u ask ur frends
instead?? and da BERKERJA?? sengaja kn nk korek? biler aku sindir kau, kau trus tak lyn aku pastu kau join drg
bombat aku.. are u being pay-ed my dear? isnt that being plastic?? aku tagged kau and replying sbb im not being
plastic mcm kau dg kwn2 kau.. im being direct! without any help from anyone.. tak tau lah pas ni siapa nk join in
la kn? its my wall BTW! tak dolak dalik? stop showing ur CARING about wart has happened la.. aku tak mintak kau untuk
sedih! aik.. kau sedih? plastic siak.. ur such a disgrace..esp to a person like u who symbolises AS A MUSLIM girl...

why dun u wake sharifah up and join us? tunggu bsk? Okay cant wait..suka kn post2 kat wall sendiri?
lets be DIRECT!! its more fun.. arent u enjoying? im alone now.. and im tagging two person.. so 2 vs 1..
takkn takut kn?

Dala khairunisa, kau melalukan diri kau kat wall aku yg penuh dg DOSA ni la... i dun need an "ANGEL"
here in my wall anymore..

And that's the story.. and she end up SPEECHLESS n deleted me off..
Whats her motive actually? im not seeking for any sympathy from anyone.. but whats their motive doing this towards me? revenge? helping? ouh come on la.. I understand that Zahidah has the right to be angry with me. but HU ARE THEY TO MASUK CAMPUR? kata sedih tgk aku dg Zahidah jadi mcm gini.. tapi kenapa mengapi2 kan keadaan.. im not brought-ing up this issue AGAIN.. but im sure Syana is reading this.. so lets hear from both party..

and i hope this matter end RIGHT NOW! coz i dun even wish to think about u gals animore..maybe krg tak perasan yg it has been quite sometimes i last talk about all of u.. i really have no tyme to bring up this topik animore.. coz its too DRAGGY and i hate it.. Simple.. u go with ur own life and i, go on with my life.. last but not least IM HAPPY that none of u are in my list...

To DEAREST SHARIFAH AND KHAIRUNISA, please WAKE UP and MOVE ON.. u ask me to move on right? well i did.. how about you girls? still bother to 'reply' my post thru ur own FB wall? no.. its tyme to stop.. coz i still have alot of ppl who hates me and whom i hate just like how i hate the BOTH of you.. THE MOST actually.. :))

i dun want you to feel the pinch animore..if lets say, i happen to feel pissed off with you both, dun worry, i will STATE down ur name so u noe whom i referring to.. ok? cheers~ ;)

2010-06-17T03:25:00.002+08:00

u're being too secretive..y? shy to tell ppl that u r actually lack of love?? or maybe attention? poor little girl...
Next tyme, dun be too over confident that every decisions u make..or every steps that u take, will end up successfully...

Look at me.. im SMILING! im happy.. im not being secretive.. IN FACT, im showing the whole world HOW HAPPY I AM! y delete? feel threatened? be jelez my dear.. coz I WIN!

OLEH!! huhu!!! <3

2010-06-15T12:21:00.003+08:00

i cant upload gambar here.. i dunnoe why.. maybe the connections..maybe my laptop..entah.. will upload later at abang's desktop..

So ya..! had FUN playing kites with Love, Sabrina Ejat & Ijah Syed.. All of them is like soo GILA!! haha! still fresh in my head how Ijah fly her kite.. running like hell..hahah! Den ejat with his PLASIC hand made kite.. just to please Love since his kite tersangkut at the pokok..hahaha!!! Im really looking forward to mit them again.. Who cares if people wanna say, "alah...dya da takder kwn..drg pon jadi.." ouh! EXCUSE ME eh.. ppl who is nice and can accept for who i am.. and of coz can get along with me SINCERELY.. of coz i befrend with them la... actually i can befrend with ANYONE.. its only that we see lah..how's the other party punyer respond.. kn?
its my life aniway..

We all planned for a next meet up... KARAOKE! or maybe Sheesha..hmmm.. SERONOK!!!

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2010-06-08T17:44:00.003+08:00

Wen was the last tyme i updated my blog? EARLY MAY! and now its the beginning of June.. Okay.. actually i got alot of story to tell.. but i dunnoe how to start or shuld i start or not.. hmm...i think.. HAHA!

This Friday i'll be mitting my two gals.. (shyra & Yana) after so long... maybe go mkn and chill..after so penat at home finishing up my orders and Sugar n Spice blogshop.. huhu~ i think i need a break with my frends too.. am i right? den on Saturday, Love plan on going mkn with his Family... of coz i ikot la kn..hehe...mkn sey! haha.. den on sunday pulak we goin to fly KITE! at........ dunnoe.. yet to be confirmed.. but i bet its gonna be fun.. coz its not gonna be the two of us..but with Ejat & Sabrina.. wen this two siblings met.. its enuf to make me n Ina laugh like hell..hahha.. and im very sure about it..

Some ppl think that frends can fill in the emptiness in ur life.. and some thinks the other way... For me..of coz family comes first followed by my Love and then frends..why do i think that way? becoz im blessed with a HAPPY family....with alots of sisters who loves and cares abt me.. who will be there on tyme wen im in difficulties.. all my sorrow and happines, we shared together.. im lucky didnt i? Be jelez everyone..hehe :P of coz frends are important..but they cant always be with you 24/7.. wart happen if one of u get married and have their own family? are they going to make u as their first priority? dun think so.. so this is how i lead my life throught this 21 yrs..

I appreciate everyone in my life.. but wart i notice..everyone tat i befrend with, took advantage on me.. and im not pointing fingers.. but who ever feel the pinch, im sorry.. i feel that im so important the moment u people ask fer my help..i may not be helping any of u with money...but im using my brain n strength.. and im sure all of u aware of this..

Im thankful to everyone hu has helped me out.. my frends and to those who ever befrend with me.. ;)

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Its RAINY day! like finally...! hahah... right now drinking bubble tea.. huahua.. SODAPP! chocolate oreo ice-blended.. no one can fight this aunty.. i bet all my ex-btss mate noes this aunty..hahah! the one hu hangs fake mango inside her shop...hahah!

Puasa is coming... i cant wait.. to feel the atmosphere.. syiok u noe! later can smell neighbour baking hari raya cookies..hehe... hmm..wart cookies..wart baju...shall i make for this yr?
we siblings plan to have BLUE for this yr.. hmm... love pulak?? hmm.. entahlah..suka hatilah...haha!! tak kisah..

Right now im planning to dye my hair.. the one like Paula have right now.. ask her this n that.. but shuld i dye now or...bulan puasa? bab if now..tkt da grow..den if wanna cut da tak cantik..haiya.. hw eh? hmm.. pening2...

put tat aside la..nnti2 can think.. right now i wanna mkn.. update soon! TURA!

2010-05-18T13:42:00.003+08:00

Mit up with Nadiah last Sunday.. she never change..her sewel-ness is still there...haha! Finally we went out together eh Nadd..hehe!
mit u soon <3

2010-05-17T13:01:00.002+08:00

My happiness my life does not depend on any of you accept for my family and LOVE.. whats the point of you telling me this that.. hoping i will ask WHY? WHEN? huh? do i look like i care? hu are you anyway? if someone hu USED to be close to u can talk shit towards you.. y cant i? do we noe each other anyway? kalu tak ada angin mcm mana pokok nk bergoyang..kalu tak ada org yg kentot..dari mana busuk tu datang? uh? tanyer diri sendiri.. Kesian kn dier? kesian kn diri kau dulu... baru kau boley kesian SESIAPA manusia dkt dunia ni.. tapi kalu kau da buat taik sebelom apa2 yg da terjadi skg.. apa lagik org2 boley nk comment? urusan kau bukan urusan aku.. dan tak akan pernah jadi urusan aku.. apa2 pon tujuan kau.. niat kau terhadap aku mulai 'DETIK' itu..sikit pon aku tak termakan..sbb walau se-inci pon..aku tak kn berganjak dari DUNIA aku untuk patah balik..hati aku da tawar..cukup tawar..
aku tak pernah doa untuk semua itu sbb aku raser keputusan aku muktamad dan betul..aku da cukup puas hati dg apa yg kiter lalui bersama.. happiness especially.. but everything has ended..ok? and ya..i forgot to say.. DOA AKU TERHADAP KAU..DAH LAMA AKU PADAMKAN...mungkin itu nasib hidup kau..akhiri begitu sahaja..
tanpa aku tiada krg.. dan skg tiada aku....? ini lah jawapan nyer..

one more tyme i say.. PITY URSELF FIRST!

2010-05-10T01:19:00.002+08:00

happy nyer... kn? takperlah..watever it is life still need to go on babe.. i noe u can do it.. let them be.. ur turn are now over.. no point.. if they says that u r the most IDIOT in the world than let them be.. be strong like me.. LOVE YOU... :)

Hello dear readers.. went out with honey to tampines Swensens to eat while waiting fer this electronic shop to open.. Hafiz wanna change his memory stick he bought yesterday.. after that we went to Vivo city.. go jalan2.. planning to buy Orkid a school uniform.. just doing some survey just now.. tgklah mcm maner..hehe...today i never shop..nuting attracts my attention.. so ya.. walk until my kaki melecet and tumit sakit as if im wearing heel padahal pakai covered shoe... hmmm...heran kn??wahahahah! not mine maybe..tu sbb tak selesa..haha!

Tomoro need to send Sarah to school as her mummy need to send baby Farah to polyclinic for check up.. right now im important to her... hahah! I know im useful sometimes....and i noe its easy fer ppl to "make use" of me.. ala nvm.. love me or not its all up to u.. how bad my mouth is..smell like longkang oso im still Hidayah hus willing to help anybody... physically okay! use strength not money.. wahahah!

okay den...till here den..my tired from Friday night belom hilang lagik.. so tired at Cik semah house.. since yesterday was Baby Alisha's bdae.. fuh!

olrite den.. nite2!! ;))

2010-04-26T20:39:00.002+08:00

hello there people.. :)
Rainy day...as usual i sit at home and look after baby Farah.. Yesterday i went out with love.. first we went to Orchard Road.. look for his baju for our photoshoot.. hehe. cant wait! he manage to get the baju and accessories for the theme that I want.. so good that he tak cerewet and just ikot wart theme that i want..nyehehe.. Den its my turn to look for baju to wear for Baby Alisha's Bdae this 8th May.. Grab a Lace dress @ Bugis Street for only S$20... Nice.. !! Pink colour!Cheaper than Bugis Junction which Cost S$69.90??!! 3 kali ganda!! aiyo.. wart for.. Brand doesnt matter lah..so long its nice..futhermore the baju looks similar..its the Brand ajer...I will be wearing that baju for the fotoshoot too...snng lah..hehe! takyh beli2 lagik.. Yati will be our fotographer for that day.. Cant wait Cant wait!! hehehe... hmmm.. Biler ehk agaknyer... later lah can decide with him.. :)

Animore to say? hmm.... Did i i tell u that im pissed with one girl? I dun understand myself..asyik nk marah ajer.. Nola..She took my IDEA ley.. Ok.. i dun mindlah if she dun want me to werk with her..but cummonlah..stop lying to me.. its no harm telling the truth.. i wont force you ok...NO tyme for that.. But for a person like u.. No point for me to be sooo angry with.. Let me see the outcome dear... HOW GOOD UR FREND IS!
you want me to be nice to u? U BETTER BE NICE with EVERYONE first! Den we can tlk abt being RESPECT towards ppl! U urself are Plastic.. now u hurt me.. so much! i dun mind not having u...i dun mind not werking with u.. i can push myself futher to get more than wart i have before this..especially wen we are together...u r not ONE IN A MILLION!

MARK MY WORD!

2010-04-22T01:25:00.004+08:00

Hello lovely readers..

Okay ive made up my mind.. that im gonna pursue my "wish" wahahah!! wish meh? no la... my IDEA actually.. im gonna learn makeup.. but fer now.. im gonna save up some money for cosmetics stuff.. foundation..eyeshadow pallette...new brushes.. bla la bla.. OMG! i really sounds like a desperate MUA! erghhh! this sentence im about to say ever came out from my mouth u noe ... sounds like this.. " EEE!! Makeup kn org soo boring..." wahahahaha!!! then now i wanna try.. seow ting2...but i wont go fer bridal ofcoz....maybe Fashion? hehe.. COSPLAY?? wooo... COOL!! hehe... excited.. okok...kompol perlahan-lahan yaa...hehehe!

i may sound "GREEDY" but hackcare la.. since i still cant find my interest..still not satisfied with my current job.. ON OFF.. biler nk game kn?

Some ppl LOVE this one job..but wen they tried something which never even cross inside their mind set.. thats where their rezki melimpah ruah... like my sister.. she wish to be an engineer..but end up as a banker??? funny isnt it? so.. y not i just give it a try.. hu noes my talent is there?? hehhe!!

WISH ME LUCKKK!!!

2010-04-20T16:44:00.002+08:00

Im gonna get this baju one day..
:P

2010-04-19T02:22:00.002+08:00

hello! last Friday,we siblings organize "siblings" gathering at Coasta Sands,Pasir Ris.. None of our cousins were invited as we order food which could only feed about 20 person? yeah we had alot of fun.. first night, is so called ICE BREAKING session...wahahahahahah!!!! sembarang....we played old maid..wahahah! the second nite is the tyme we started barbecue-ing.. Love came about 7 plus.. he help us with the barbeque.. dun understand why some man love to do that job... eee...so panas..so penat..not my fav.. but its funny.. i dun eat much like i always do.. 3 day tau...! its like no selera at all.. but still i enjoy myself...no feeling of lapar at all... hope it continues la..becoz i really wanna lose weight.. hehe.. the last night im sick..fever... bcoz i walked under the rain while collecting the order from BBQ WHOLESALE.. the Pari... so YUMMEH!!! heheh!

as usual im not uploading the gambar now..hehe... wait la...see la wen im free ok? heheh! not going to talk much.. let the pictures explains everything...how happy we silings are...hehe..

tomoro yati with model & Amoi coming to do some fotoshoot.. cant wait.. im gonna sleep now.. Nite2 everyone... ;)

2010-04-14T13:25:00.002+08:00

hello lovely readers.. hmm.. i think its been a while right..? yeah! haha! erm..i was thinking la..shuld i just give it a try or shuldnt i? nola..i was planning to learn make-up.. actually never planned at all to learn makeup..only that im a type of person hu cant decide my interest..aniting that has got to do with art je mcm FUN gitu.. tapi if i go on with this plan..nnti ppl will think that i ni tamak.. wanna be a photographer la..makeup artist la... BUT NO eh! not Model..tk minat..wahahah! :P so hw eh? nk try or not? hmm.. u think ppl can accept it or not if i be BOTH? hahahah! ARGH!!!!!! i think its not harm la kn? but.....aiya..susah lah!

2010-03-31T14:27:00.002+08:00

Hello nice people! right nw im sitting in my room with Baby Farah.. she just woke up from her nap.. so cute.. bangun je laugh2...hehe! fer her age now..quite easy to take care of actually... But my malas-ness that makes me feel so susah to jaga her.. poor Farah..haha!

ok.. Log in FB last night to see some updates...and i cross over to ONE IDIOT hum i guess never learn frem "HIS" lesson.. urgh! geram2... really an IDIOT! its ok..i will definately wait fer his next step.. if he still wanna mess with me..then alrite.. i really hate this kinda situation but who can stand it? A guy act likes a girl? tu their pasal.. But if u a Guy wanna go to a guy like us the woman..GO AHEAD! BUT NOT my Love! pls la.. i hate to be hated or making alot of enemies.. its just wasting my precious tyme..seriusly... i HOPE we culd be frends actually but NO.. u r still pissing me off BOY! get it? If anione of u culd understand what im trying to say, it will be good.. but im not gonna tell the whole story as it will make things more worst.. lets just say that im totally angry with THIS GUY! this tyme its a man... usually im angry with BITCHES! now.... its a BEAST! haiya... stop it can u? anione olso can be angry if they face this kinda weird situation...

2010-03-29T16:09:00.001+08:00

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2010-03-29T02:49:00.002+08:00

Helu there! as usual la..nk update blog...Yesterday "surprise" advance birthday fer love is Okay...haha! thnx to Sarah..shes the one that make the situation a bit kecoh..Ejat too ya.. hehe.. I plan with his mum to surprised him by going to his house without him knowing aniting...7 sharp he reached home.sarah n me hide in his room and quietly appeared wen he step into the house..haha! SURPRISE!!!! haha.. nuting much la..just a simple celebration among family..hehe.. glad he love it and appreciate it alot..

okay..for today.. love n me went to ZOO with the triplets like ive mentioned the other day.. So tired...but fun.. and ya..seriusly my eyes KOYAK already and im still awake?OMG! haha! da pukul berapa dya..bsk nk jaga Farah lagi..adoi!! tomoro den i tink i will upload all the pictures la..nuting much to say ...the pictures shall tell u everything..ok?hehe..

Nite2 everyone..see you bsk..i guess? hahaha!

2010-03-26T01:50:00.003+08:00

Hello Sweets!

Didnt i say i wanna shop with boifrend over the weekends? neh.. nuting interesting to buy.. haha! okay..looking forward fer sunday.. as we both are going to spend our day with the triplets.. we're going to the ZOO! hopefully jadi la...and harap2 BEST! hehe.. cant wait.. okay dun be too excited..dangerous! olrite here are some of my FAV foto during Baby Alisha's fotoshoot.. hee!

2010-03-19T16:23:00.004+08:00

Sit and thinking about my future.. hmm.. Getting married? hmm.. thats really a tough job but hu dun wanna get married right? nowadays i can see alot of young parents.. Malay especially.. there a lots of them...its great to see that actually.. but how the consequences that we need to face later on? hmm.. oklah dun talk about the later part lets talk about the Sanding part.. haha!! hantaran,Mas kawin,Cincin, Gubahan, deco,masak,berkat,kad jemputan....FUH! DJ lagi..pelamin.. MAK ANDAM! Waliow..! hahahha! ya need to save of coz.. haha! but but ....its still hard... kenapa lah ada nyer DUIT? here and there oso need money... nowaday 10cents pon berharga okay.. hahaha!

my goal after getting married...is.. hmmm GET A HOUSE! dun mind la 1 room flat pon bole...so long ada shelter fer the both of us.. slowly la...kn.. hehehe! den after stable can think about family.. i dun want la rush2 like SOME ppl yg terus nak ada baby at a very young age.. ckp je snng.. yela..tak keje...snng la ckp..hahaha! yg si lelaki keje susah2 tak tau nk pk... haiya.. da namanyer orang kn.. apa boley buat.. hehe!!

Planning is not harm actually..its good to make an early plan.. so we are well prepared.. but me...still thinking about my future... what to do after this.... Really.. i cant decide.. help me can? hahaha!

2010-03-15T16:52:00.003+08:00

Hello there lovelies... Just came back from Mount E.. for dental check up... :) i feel CLEAN! hahahaha! k mepek..hehe.. den on my way back i went in to Cotton On sejap.. my fav outlet... SOOO WORTH IT TO SHOP there.. love the bottoms..the tops.. and the sandals too....hmm...just aim which one suits for love's birthday...hmm..cey mcm bdae aku..haha! will shop with him next week.. CANT WAIT! hehehe...

movie madness

2010-03-14T21:47:00.004+08:00

Pictures during my FIRST TYME as MUA..

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Hello everyone.. today, me and my siblings went out with our nieces n nephew to Tampines to catch a movie.. Alice in Wonderland.. The movie was great.. Iman slept halfway..wahahaha! FUNNY! After movie we go home straight.. ya kinda mcm "laaa...gitu jer?" but for us we did enjoy sbb fun to see the kids enjoyed their day... summore its really our intenton to bring the kids to watch that movie.. Thot of watching the 3D vers. tapi takot iman boring..so yala..tak jadi.. still young la..tkt tak phm...

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and GUESS WART!???? Kak Clah received a FREE NOKIA 7230 (PINK) and she gave it to me! woohoo!!!! lalalalla~! finALLY I GT MY OWN PINK HANDPHONE! Really craving for one sey.. hehe... happy sgt2..hehehe!!! oklah till here jer.. :)

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Dya the MUA??

2010-03-12T22:36:00.004+08:00

Hello there bloggers..! right now im at my sis house @ sengkang.. Sleep over..haha! today i went for to makeup on one lady for DnD @ Toa Payoh.. So far.. hmm.. wait wait.. Dya MUA? hahah! neh.. just for today.. was given the opportunity to do a CAT painting on her.. Sis Diah gt something else to catch p with so.. i was given the trust u see.. A non cert girl do a FACE PAINTING! hah! not so Pro but received alot of good remarks and good critics..i dun mind actually becoz at least i can improve more from that right?? Okay.. the themes is SHREK.. so this lady holds the character of PUSS IN THE BOOT.. so all i have to stress about is the LOOK...baju all they have.. rent it from "Masquerade.." so CHEAP! S$50 ajer?? i mean per costume la.. but its worth really.. will upload the gambar later.. Im happy that all my stress are now over.. in the process, all went nice except fer the whiskers.. ada cockup sikit..lucky Kak ct came down to give a hand but still she just guide me and i have to di the job.. FUN! all of them were nice.. Great experience... :D

wednesday morning

2010-03-10T22:34:00.005+08:00

If my chnges never satisfy you.. den warts the point i chnge? im glad wen u say ive chnged.. to better.. but warts the point saying that..? if you still wanna bring up those old stories that ive did towards you.. at first i thot ppl are knd enuf to give chnces to those ppl who really wanna repent... clean hands after all shit they had done.. but no... wart i cn see ppl still cnt accept me even though ive tried my very best to chnge...unlike last tyme.. i used to go out with frends and reach hm late.. acting rude to my mom.. but u see.. wart i can see now ive cntrl some of my anger.. i swear i wanna chnge.. but y? y does ppl still judge me the same??? Why none of u give me the chnce to live with a proper life? ya i did hf a happy life but with hypocrites?? no i dun want that anymore.. i want ppl to be nice with me sincerely.. dear..pls... Im sorry fer wart ive did to u.. so pls.. accept Nur Hidayah as in NOW! i noe u cnt easily ferget my past but it WAS the past....fer now ive chnged rite? u said that too arent you? its u hu noticed it ferst but its still u hu bring up the old stories...

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MORE Photoshoot!!

Model: Shahindah

Location: Kallang Multi -Storey Carpark,Singapore

Date: 10, March 2010

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2010-03-04T16:31:00.002+08:00

Had such a stupid nightmare last two days n now... dream about ONE GIRL hum i dun even think of in this whole entire month.. tiba2 ajer masok in my dream.. and has gt to do with Dear.. SHIT sey! cummonlah.. enuf with reality and now in my dream?? it was like happy to both of them but... NO! this cant be.. quickly grab my phone n sms DEAR... and he ans
"apa jer la u ni.."
hahahaaha!!

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right now im FB-ing.. looking fer ex schoolmates.. lost cuzzins,frends... but who i found??
NONE!

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PATHETIC!

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updating foto

2010-03-03T17:21:00.007+08:00

Pictures TaKen during Chinese New Year..

al-Hafiz, My Hero..

RYATI

2010-02-26T12:26:00.003+08:00

yesterday went down to bugis to mit Yati.. like FINALLY!!?? hahah! she accompanied me to go n grab something then we walk to Cityhall to mit Rya...!! haha... past is past..now its US! AGAIN! i miss them...hehe.. we go mkn at KFC at Funan.. den we proceed to ESPLANADE and talk talk and taaalllkk...hehe.. i really miss talking with them..miss chill-ing with them.. and the good part is..haha! none of us brought our camera.. like -_-" not even our digital camera... haha! i thot yati bwk...den rya thot we both bwk..like?? hahahahaha!!!! but seriusly we enjoyed la..

Than later at nite i met Love at eunos interchnge.. we took 60 together.. blik sesamer la...he finish at late nite so yah...go home with him.. and ya ferget to tell...my frends n even him were surprised after seeing my hair..huhu!! hahahahaha!!! wah wah dya...

sayang actually..but ya.. what to do...lucky i know how to SET my hair..if not.. DISASTER!!!! hahaha..okla..till here den.. TURA!

(quality pix sucks..this pix suppose to email to al, becoz he wanna see..Pix taken frem webcam)

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my hair

2010-02-21T23:09:00.002+08:00

i swear that i love my hair.. i love having a long hair..
but...
im cutting my hair tomorrow...as to chnge to a new
NUR HIDAYAH MOHAMED ALI...

and i hope it brings me a very good example
on how to be a successful person in life...

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2010-02-21T20:22:00.002+08:00

no point for you to cry..
no point for you to say aniting..

no point for you to be angry with..
no point for you to beg..

"how hard you changed, you will definately get back to ur own attitude.."

hafiz.. decisions is in your hands..

2010-02-21T15:05:00.002+08:00

didnt i say im gonna lose you...yes bit by bit im gonna lose you syg..
but i swear with all my heart i love only you..ONLY YOU...

im sorry that i dissapoint you fer i am a
BITCH

2010-02-19T03:13:00.003+08:00

HOW DOES IT FEEL TO LOST SOMEONE YOU LOVE...??
I dun wish to feel it..even a second i cant take it...what if..forever??

dont leave me..

2010-02-19T02:29:00.000+08:00

Read Indah's blog, and she post abt the fotoshoot we had on the 15th Feb.. she really does enjoy it... and the touching part is..

"yeapy*!! i love all dya family,very friendly and funny( JUST WANNA SAY,I ENJOY MYSELF!! ALWAYS... )"

haha!! so touching la u... i like.. ahhaha!!!

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ok, went out today with kak Silah and her frend azura.. we went to tampines mall.. shop her cosmetic stuff and new pair of shoes.. as fer me? what did i bought today? planning to buy sticker fer nail and clear nail polish.. but end up just buying an ARIA eyebrow pencil.. like FINALLY i get to use my all tyme fav eyebrow pencil...haha! went cosmo the other tyme but its out of stock.. cish! and lucky i gt it at CHAMELON Tamp 1..didnt expect..hehe.. abit expensive..but if kira2 balik samalah tu..hehe... so after that we went home lor...

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before i met kak silah..i met Dear.. we trade my OLD fone yg da cock up habes..trade 1 2 1 at his frends' shop.. dapat mono phone.. and we both agreed.. haha! and Dear is using it now.. haha! Its a brand new summore.. he seems happy becoz easy to use..durable and not senitive like his hp which im using right now..so fragile..touch screen hp always like that wart...right??hmm.. my Tiphone?? ooo...taking a good rest..haha.. charger pecah...thnx to kak silah.. haha!!
Dear says: Dont buy now..enjoy my fone...da jelak..later den can buy..
i was like, OKAY.. ahha.. right now he was so excited using that mono phone.. the best part is.. he cant wait to compose a song on that fone.. can any of you remember? those days we need to surf the net and look fer our fav song and compose them with our mono fone? hahahah!!! so funny kan?? hehe... after i jelak using his fone..i think its tyme to use back my Tiphone.. kinda miss it.. but mcm nk pakai that mono fone pon ada.. hmm...wart song eh nk compose?? wahahahah!!!!

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2010-02-18T02:52:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone.. the time now is about 3 in the morning..i swear im very tired but i dun wanna sleep yet until im satisfed enuf blogging & surfing.. as tomoro will b a bz day fer me.. sending and fetching sarah to n from school... will never get the chance to play the computer tomoro as brother will definately conquer it till late nite like im doing right now..wahah!! as fer today he slept early..dunnoe y.. so this is my chance u see..haha!

Aniway, Happy Chinese New Year hor ppl! hows ur valentines day celebration?? good??as fer me..hmm...spend tyme with Dear of coz..eventhough we actually dun have the intention to really celebrate V'day..but we went to Vivo.. to jln2...and hell yeah its CROWDED! brought camera..but lazy to snap..manage to snap abit only.....later i upload.. hehe

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Al-Hafiz, I love you.. im sooo happy that we manage to go this far.. i know that u love me so much.. i noe that u've tried ur very best to put aside ur anger towards me even though i may be so irritating to u .. but sometimes wen anger strike, we cant stop it.. we need some time to cool down.. and i understand that..
But the moment u say "I hate you" .. i know its a lie.. becoz i only believe wen u says
" I LOVE YOU DYA"

To those ppl out there...thnx fer praying fer the both of us..

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2010-02-17T16:43:00.004+08:00

Spend my holiday with lovely siblings.. had a fotoshoot last monday.. NICE one.. the models are Syirah,Indah,Fyza,Ain,Danish & Naz.. We had the shoot at Changi Carpark 7.. the place was AWESOME i tell you.. im so in love with that kinda sceneries.. Nature bebeh.. hehe.. ouh well, heres the gambar2.. :))

ENJOY YA....

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2010-02-08T16:08:00.001+08:00

7th February 2006 is the date wen both of us decided to have a serious relationship fer the THIRD time.. and yes we did it.. Yesterday, 7th Feb 2010 we celebrated our 4yrs of relationship.. its really a meaningful day to the both of us.. all the ups n down that we've went through,solve it together, really gives us the strength to continue and move on.. never in our life we went through a realtionship this FAR.. 4 years... went so fast..

We both hope for the best to our relationship..
may Allah bless the both of us, till ETERNITY.

Happy 4th yrs Anniversay Aldya

*pics taken wen we wanna go back..wahahah!!! Lupe nk amik gambar siang2...:P*

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2010-02-05T17:22:00.002+08:00

Hello! just taken my afternoon shower...so freaking hot even though its raining.. FUh!~
Headache..! since the past few days.. my sis says, maybe im too stress which causes me to have this unstoppable headache like until NOW!
swallowed two biji painkiller oso like no use..it doesnt kill my pain but this pain killed my pill.. haha!! so...DEGIL! maybe i knocked my head so hard the other tyme i fought with BF.. too stress that I can only manage to hit the nearest thing to knock.. and..its my HEAD??!! haha!! :P

ok ferget abt it.. later after mkn should be ok la tu.. hehe.. Tonite i'll be going to woodlands to my customer's house to deliver her potrait which she ordered since last yr fer her wedding this saturday.. she chose my caricature to place it during her sanding tyme..
AWWWW... nyahahah!!!
Its an A1 sized potrait so its BIG! haha! abg man will help me since he gt vehicle.. Thnk you!! haha.. its my first tyme actually.. how excited! hehe.. Cant wait.. cant wait!! huhu~!

*snif snif*
7th Feb is coming!!!! its my 4th yr anni with love.. so... planning to go makan with him.. after that.. hmmm... not sure yet.. no nid la waste money..eat together is good enuf..if spend more this month then the next week on the 14th wanna go Sentosa summore.. den next month is his birthday...aiyo... THREE IN A ROW!!?? hahahah!! so long he love me..i love him.. CUKUP!

kla... lapar la.. toodles! :)

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2010-02-04T19:15:00.005+08:00

Nur Hidayah

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Muhammad Al-Hafiz

aL Is On The Left

ALA CAYAAAANG~

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2010-02-04T15:03:00.002+08:00

Im now getting ready. Siap2.. Mitting Kak Clah at Bedok Inter as we're going to IKEA. Haiya.. Just finished talking with boyfriends and had a minor arguments with him over the fone.. Guess i cant talk much with him directly on the fone.. as we will automatically kept quiet due to NO TOPIC.. But hell ya. We love talking to each other but its diff compared to SMS or mit up.. talking on the fone is really a NO fer me.. i prefer SMS.. but wart to do?? my ppd is low rite now.. hahah!

Boifrend...boifrend.. I love you so much.. :))

2010-02-02T21:57:00.002+08:00

Ayumi Hamasaki Before Surgery

Angelina Jolie Before Surgery

Celebrity Without Makeup..

No One is PERFECT...

piercings

2010-02-01T23:58:00.003+08:00

COOL OR WART??
tell me

Stress

2010-02-01T22:44:00.000+08:00

I dun seems to enjoy my life as a teenager. i help settling peoples problem..i help my sis with their family chores.. people go through with me regarding about others problem. Im 21 but i dun seems to feel aniting.. all i felt was a waste. lucky enough i have my boyfriend to comfort me. to release my stress.. to make me smile.. of coz i do smile while im home.. but not every smile means the same.

I look into the mirror and i whispered to myself.. " OMG, i looked old..issit beocz im too stress?" Ouh yeah, I am.. Its not that Im not sincere helping my sister.. i enjoyed helping them.. but..i really cant explain the reason why.. hais...

What i usually see, a girl like me should go out with friends.. hang around.. get pampered from parents..shop..watch movies..but fer me? a 21 yrs old girl..sits at home and took care of babies..change diaper.. make their milk..push the stroller while fetching the elder sister.. go Ikea buy stuff..stare at my laptop to finish customers order... weekend mit my siblings, niece n nephew.. Haha! Guess ive trained earlier, so wen ive become a mom one fine day, i shall be the SUPER MOM who manage to do her chores all by myself..

At tymes i think, i shouldnt actually mention abt this.. becoz all my sisters treated nice towards me that makes me love them soo much.. that i dun wish to lose them...Haiya.. difficult to explain the pain that makes my brain feels wanna burst right now... Tired of crying..tired of looking fer someone to understand my situation...I just hope that i can go through all this smoothly with lots of patience...

2010-02-01T20:48:00.000+08:00

Scene Hairstyle

I actually planned to have this kinda hairstyle.. URGH!!!
Cut it.. But still??? it dont seems like the hair tat i want..

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Me with my 2nd & 3rd Sis during Farah's Cukur rambut

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2010-02-01T13:10:00.000+08:00

Blue:
Shahree
Hafiz
Al
Zul
Rahman

Pink:
Zahidah
Syana
Fad

Cupcakes which i bought for my frends.. haha!! That was last yr..Now den i upload.. Huhu..

http://petitecupcakes.blogspot.com

YUMMY!!!

2010-02-01T12:47:00.000+08:00

Should i make PARTIES on my 21st birthday ?
HELP ME!! ARGHH!
IM CLUELESS!
With frends or together with family??

update foto

2010-01-30T19:49:00.000+08:00

NUR ATIQAH FARAHDIYA ARRIVAL
7th October 2009

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Hafiz's Cousin Wedding
Tampines, 24th Jan 2010

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Date: 4th - 6th Dec 2009
Venue: Kuala Lumpur

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super saturday

2010-01-30T19:36:00.000+08:00

Tired.. spend half of my day taking care of TWO kids all by m yself..haha.. Sarah n Farah of coz.. coz their Mummy went for fotoshoot at ION orchard mall.. Mesti best..Ang mo sey the model..wohoo..haha!

den later at 3 plus,its my turn to have a fotoshoot..hehe.. this tyme SPECIAL! i had a fotoshoot with TWO KIDS!! so cute... its Dinah and Daniah.. OMG! t hey are so adorable...no stress at all.. maybe depends on the kids la ha...this two girls not so mentel but easy to work with.. Ouh cummon, tell me how simple isit to handle a 4 n 5 years old kid at one tyme? especially when u wanna capture their foto?? but i tell u.. this two kids are superb..like ADULT!! haha... will upload the pictures to proof it to u..hehe..

Btw thanx to Kak yanti fer her support towards my werk.. appreciate it very much.. my ferst tyme, outdoor fotoshoot fer kids and its superb..hopefully this will continue to the rest of the kids hu wish to have a fotoshoot with me... Amin.. :) ENJOY!

post

2010-01-29T17:51:00.000+08:00

Hello, today, i accompanied my sis Diah as per normal send and fetch Sarah from school.. But as for today, i stayed with all the Mummy's hu befrend with my sis..until the class end.. Lets called them the Cool Mama! haha! while i Kpo2 send Dek2 n Aqilah to their Nursery Class at 1pm, theres a bunch of FANATIC boys, with tatoos all over their body.. hus age abt 23 and above like that.. they kept on wondering along the classroom where i stand.. Of coz i feel irritated becoz, OUH CUMMONLAH! its a kindergarten...den suddenly one of the guy called me.. "girl2...dier nk kenal2.." with the HOT weather plus the pissed off towards them, i turn and shouted, "APA GIRL2???!!! AKU TAK KUASA NK LYN BUDAK TAIK MCM KORG EH!!!" Ouh purlease la..do i look like those girls hu so gatal2 wanna smile2 at them..give number.. NOT IN MY LIFE I EVER DO THAT OKAY? so irritating..u dunnoe the person, den wanna give number? bullshit man.. one of those idiots are from bedok town secondary school which i hate from the very beginning i saw him.. Cant believe that i actually saw him AGAIN? *PUKE!*

A gentle reminder la k.. God gave u life, APPRECIATE IT MAN! dun waste ur bloody tyme with all this stupid attitudes towards the public can?? No point living if you just wanna waste it..

So Long..

2010-01-28T23:03:00.001+08:00

Ouh...How i miss blogging.. its been so long ever since i last blog about my life..Really? ouh yes.. last tyme was like almost every day i blog.. haha.. I gt a lot of stories actually.. Sarah, started schooling..marsya went for operation regarding abt her sixth toe.. and bla..bla..bla.. i think i upload pictures more better la hor?

Aniway.. HAPPY NEW YEAR hor! new yr..new life .. warts my goal? hmm.. my goal is to be a successful woman..better than last yr.. Ouh well..everyone wants tat right? haha..

Ouh Dear.. this coming 7th February 2010 is my 4th year Anniversary with my

Dear Muhd Al-Hafiz..can you believe this? haha!! its really meaningful to me..ya..after all the ups n down tat we both face.. and we actually went this far.. haha! never in our life we had this long term of relationship.. 4 YEARS! haha.. well everyone hopes fer the best.. i hope we dun ONLY holds the title Boifrend/Girlfrend.. really looking forward fer a better one la..

START SAVING LAH! hahah!! *mcm ye ye jer* But INSYA-ALLAH.. hehe..

alright, nuting much to talk abt..will post more if i gt NEWS okay.. TURA!

2009-12-24T15:35:00.000+08:00

You and me, used to be together,everyday together, always..I really feel..that im losing my bestfrend.. i cant believe this could be the end. It looks as though, ur letting go..and if its real well i dont want to know....Dont speak, I know just what your saying..so please stop explaining dont tell me cause it hurts. Dont speak, i know what ur thinking, I dont need your reasons, dont tell me cause it hurts.Our memories, well they can be inviting, but some are altogether mighty frightening.As we die, both u and i...with my head in my hand i sit and cry...Its all ending, I gotta stop pretending who we are......dont tell me cause it hurts.....

2009-12-24T14:57:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, Wednesday 23rd Dec '09, i went out to meet Yana & Sha. I met Yana first at ION @ 6pm. Spend two hours just with her alone.. while waiting fer Shahirah, we go jln2 of coz.. we Enjoyed ourselves, really. Both of them belanja me mkn.. BECAUSE I LEFT MY WALLET AT HOME! wart a shame..wart an idiot..eish! well, i really hope i can belanja them back.. they were so nice to me. Think back what they did to me during school tymes was sucks actualy..But that was LAST TYME u see.. school tyme behaviour.. people changed.. and I've already forgive and forget abt it already. I never knew they were actually so nice to me. Its true wart ppl say.. U CANT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER.. I really feel bad talking bad about these girls behind their back. I feel shit, ashamed.. because I didnt realise i ACTUALLY owned such a nice girlfrends.

Talking about girlfrends, Ive started to feel afraid getting close with anyone besides my Boyfrend. Because I dun want to experience the feeling of being DITCH by frendz. like how ive experienced during school tymes u see.. Ya, its really nice wen u are close with one or two frends.. but its really hurtful wen they neglect u. hehe.. Ive experince it OK! thats y i know..hehe..

Well, this blog will be the witness to my say... I promised to myself that i wont be close to anyone except my family and boyfriend... A friend will always be a frend.. None of them will on my TOPLIST..

My Family and boyfrend will be my first priority..Second, will be my Couzins... and than....THATS IT... :))

Kwn

2009-12-11T12:37:00.001+08:00

Kawan..

Rupa tak akan menjamin kn satu kebahgiaan. Aku akan bahagia bile kau bahagia. kenapa malu utk bersuara? takut kau dihina atau dipermalukan? aku rasa kau masih belom kenali diriku yang sebenarnya. Aku rasa mustahil bila kau katakan yg mereka masih belom tahu kecuali aku. tak ke kau rasa begitu?

Dont tell me that you are afraid. Can? Coz i noe u r not afraid,like i say, EVERYONE EXCEPT FER ME.... Please stop lying. Coz u r lying to urself.

IM NOT EVEN CRAVING TO NOE ANYTHING...SO DUN TELL ME COZ ITS FUN TO NOE BY MYSELF.. JUST LIKE HOW I WENT THRU SINCE HOLIDAY... I JUST WISH U ALL THE BEST.

Since you wanna play the school time GUESSING GAME, well Im ON!

COZ ITS FUN!

Why me?

2009-12-08T22:59:00.000+08:00

Are we still in secondary school life?Should there be any secret among us when everyone noes except for me? Why are u smiling when u dun wish to laugh? Why you ask me when you actually knew? Am i someone that you can never trust? Why are u being SO HYPOCRITE? fer the second tyme im asking, WHAT MISTAKE DID I DO? You can lie to me, but im not stupid nor blind. I can see, I can hear, and I noe i can notice it by myself. Yes, maybe u want it to be a surprise, or you dun wanna hoohaa about this matter, but pls...whats the diff now? Its ONLY me, that wasnt informed.

We laugh together,smile together, shared everything together but why are u hurting me this tyme? I understand that not all secrets we can share, but i dont think this matter shuld be a secret? right? whats the big deal of keeping the secret aniway?

You are hiding from me as if im gonna LAUGH AT YOU! MAKE FUN OF YOU! CRITICISE YOU! AND TELL THE WHOLE WORLD! I just dont understand, why u dun wanna share you happiness with me? Im happy if you are happy. Every happiness, dilemma, angers, i shared with you.. And im sure i dun keep any secrets from you. But you..i know theres more secret that you didnt tell me besides 'THIS' matter. Im not gonna kneel down and plead for you to tell me. But im hoping that u culd sit down and think again. Do i deserve this?

Seriously, u r hurting me..YOU ARE! im sure you know that im talking about you...
yes...you! Coz i noe you are reading this right now.

"I feel weak when friends starts to not beleive in me..."

(dyaali)

HAMPA....

Sentosa

2009-11-09T15:21:00.000+08:00

SENTOSA WITH THE GANG!!!

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update je

2009-10-20T22:54:00.000+08:00

Hello..haha! lama banget deh gue menghilang...haha..ouh well here are some photos that ive update.enjoys...

Lazy to talk long2..haha

-Zahidah's 20th Birthday

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-Recent Photoshoot

(Haziza)

(Aisyah)

(Hylma)

(Sarah)

(Marsya)

(Iman)

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2009-10-06T01:30:00.000+08:00

I finally bought Orkid top,bottom and shoe..hehe

ex btss berraya

2009-10-06T00:54:00.000+08:00

2009-10-02T03:14:00.000+08:00

babies

2009-10-01T01:28:00.000+08:00

I WANT THESE...

THEY ARE REBORN BABIES.. CUTE KAN!!!!

Ferst day Raya

2009-09-26T22:59:00.000+08:00

OUR FIRST DAY OUTFIT..hehe.. sepasang la..mcm biasa..hehe

aldya Hari Raya

2009-09-26T00:09:00.001+08:00

Finally we get to go jalan raya together for this year.. After for so long eversince the first day of Raya he spend tyme at home due to his sickness yg melarat2... akhirnyer da ok..alhamdulillah..amin...ehehhehe..

he bring me to his atok n nenek's house at Telok Blangah..Fuh.. tyme nk balik..aiyoh..TRAFFIC JAM! tau naik train...ni semua F1 nyer pasal..mabok sey...even now pon masey pening2 sikit..Loyar man my tekak..haha!! take note ya ppl..we never wear sepasang becoz we're going out again next week with his frends...so will "RESERVE" my white songket fer that day...hahaha!!!! CANT WAIT!! WOOHOO!!

His Grandpa..

My HERO.

His PRINCESS.. :P

Till here den...TURA!!

RAYA!

2009-09-23T00:32:00.000+08:00

MINAL AIDIL WALFAIZIN...

2009-09-13T05:20:00.000+08:00

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Dont talk much! PROVE IT FERST!!!

well..i had FUN with my OLD Mates....from jaya to ecp... and one from bnps..hehe..
looking forward fer the next outing...hmmm...maybe... HARI RAYA??hehe

what we never expect, happened...isnt tat fun?? those whu never get any of my notes turn up today and WE DO ENJOY OURSELVES!!!!

thank all for coming.. :))

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The pichas

2009-09-10T22:23:00.000+08:00

Faizul 21st

2009-09-07T00:51:00.000+08:00

Faizul's birthday at Maritime Square, harbourfront, Pizza Hut was splendid.. we had fun.. Shahree drove the van...so ya..good we gt vehicle..dala tk mintak duit..hantar sampai dekat rumah..kn bgs namenyer tu...ni baru namenyer kwn yg baik dan ikhlas membantu... so back to the story.. its actually a surprise party for him...glad to see him happy when he saw us siting n waiting for his arrival..hehe.. aldya bought him a drumstick fom YAMAHA.. he's happy with the present..nyahah!! zahidah bought him a GILERA BIKE! what a nice gerl...hehe..he sure loves her more than before...after the celebration we went to town sejap...coz ciko wanna buy brg...den we proceed to marina barrage...we talk2...and berangkat at 12.30am.. reach home at 1.30am.. BEST SGT!!! hoping fer the next meet up again...sure gerek..hehe... pictures will upload soon.. tura!!! :)

Fashion fever

2009-08-29T01:41:00.000+08:00

im in love with this styles.... oh no..dun tell me im in love with HEELS??!!

ouh no..hhahahah!!!

IFTAR session 2008

2009-08-28T01:17:00.000+08:00

Last yr's pic..Iftar with ex primary school mates. really looking forward fer 2009 Iftar..
Believe in me.. it was FUN!!

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2009-08-27T01:01:00.000+08:00

First of all Happy Ramadhan to all the MUSLIM! hehe...five day already..hehe...very fast.hehehehe!! ok just now i went out to Shira's house to collect the DENIM Mango jacket..VERY CANTIK!! hehe.. den went to Bugis with Darling..hehe.. go jln2 sejap den buka at KFC! kenyang banget..even untill NOW! (1:03AM! ) wow! ada chance to lose weight ni..hahaha!!! den go back lor... tomoro morning pulak teman Syana go Interview werkk Bugis lagi dong..hehe! can build one house there lah..so easy to and fro..hehe! ok merepek already...tats all..hehe! dada! happy SAHUR!!

www.sugaryshoppe.livejournal.com

shop here hor! help this lil frend of mine..hehe

|| GEM Models Indoor Shoot ||

2009-08-17T00:35:00.000+08:00

Finally Ive start my shoot AGAIN! haha!

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2009-08-04T17:13:00.000+08:00

My ITE DUDETTES!

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LOVE THEM!!!

GREEN GOBLIN

2009-07-29T15:00:00.000+08:00

GREEN GOBLIN!
NYAHAHHA

OPERA

2009-07-28T02:07:00.000+08:00

envy it
learn it
try it
captured it
upload it
and here it is..

haha! OPERA!!! thought by a Graduated COSMO Student.